I finally start my part-time job tomorrow. I'll be getting 20 hours a week at $8 an hour. Thank god. I'm still looking for work during the week, but maybe the housekeeping thing will pan out. It will be the first time I've been away from Ronan for an extended period. It's going to be hard. I already had to give up nursing before I (or he) was ready. Luckily, I have friends who have offered to help babysit, and they won't let me pay them (not that I could). I'm going to miss my sweet boy. I wonder how he'll handle it?