So, my decision to stay in Oklahoma until (if/when) Scott and I can work things out has not gone over so well with him. He said he needs to be around family right now, so he doesn't know how this living arrangement can work out. Um, what are Ronan and I, chopped liver?!?! Does he want to work it out or not? That really hit the spot - if he doesn't consider us worth fighting for, if we don't even fall into the family category, what's the fucking point? It's always got to be his conditions. I can't have a say in anything, even when he asks my opinion. Why does he keep playing these games with me? This is why I've had to be sour and bitter. I feel like the guy in Scanners.